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Apr. 30th, 2006 @ 05:14 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: melancholy
you know what i have learned today? i'm not a good son, friend, or boyfriend. im not responsible, and for some reason i have a hard time learning... anything.... i don't know whats wrong with me. i don't know how im going to pay for collage i have a low gpa and a low grade in the only class i need to graduate i feel stupid but if i would only study i would do better but i don't, right now i hate being me, and now the person i love the most is starting to get tired of my shit, my words not hers, and im so sorry. i try i really do im just not good at any thing. im sorry i relay on her so much, but not because she can't handle it, she shouldn't have to. so today was a complete waste of my life ... which i guess isn't that big of a deal i don't know what to do anymore i wish i was a better person. but who cares
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Apr. 25th, 2006 @ 10:17 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: pissed off
you know what i hate other guys
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Feb. 25th, 2005 @ 01:10 pm bored
Current Mood: i miss my baby
Current Music: littlewing
so......here i am all alone in the band hall no girlfriend no friend not even a sub just me all by my self ..... this really sucks i miss my baby ....... i don't want to go to work ih well gots to make the green to suport my baby ???? ok maybe not but oh well i bored later
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Feb. 17th, 2005 @ 10:44 pm i love you
Current Mood: i am an idiot
so does any one know what the fuck is wrong with me ...any one ??? no???yeah so why do i always fuck up every thing i love??? any one know? yeah didn't think so im really sorry that im a dumass that can't think before he speaks, i am so much in love, in fact i don't know if you belive in soul mates but i do and i have found mine and yet i still can't seem to do anything right i feel that the only thing i have done right in my whole life was find her become best friends and now i will marry her i will argue with anyone who says that i don't know what im talking about becuase i have found my one true love and i will keep her i just always unconiusly hurt her always it never fails god i feel like shit i want so bad to call her and tell her im really sorry but i think i would just hurt her .... so baby if you ever read this i never mean to hurt you im just stupid i never think about what i say im sorry and i love you with all my heart and if you let me i will be with you untill the day i die and i know that you love me i never had a doubt it i just don't think im so fucking stupid i love you i have to write my report now im sorry and i need you

your my angle you have saved my life and i need you to live i really do goodbye baby i love you eith all my heart

-danny
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Feb. 16th, 2005 @ 07:14 pm (no subject)


You Are A Romantic


You are more romantic than 90% of the population.






You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to.
Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you.
Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted.
Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!


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Feb. 14th, 2005 @ 10:04 pm (no subject)


You Are 24 Years Old



24




Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.


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Dec. 19th, 2004 @ 08:55 pm love
Current Mood: i feel weird
so yea i am all weird i am full of love i am amazed well gotta go

love you baby

-dan
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Dec. 17th, 2004 @ 10:24 pm well poopy........
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: ill be
i wish i did automaticly assume the worst in every thing .... i always have to blow things out of porportion... baby i am sorry if i upset you .... i really had a good time talking with your dad .. i was hoping that would make you happy ... im sorry that i don't understand why you are upset i will bother you a little more tomorrow about it so be ready to be mad at me .. i love you and i just want you to be happy ... i will talk to you tomorrow love you good nite

i love you with all my heart

-dan
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Dec. 10th, 2004 @ 11:25 pm lost, confused and hurting deeply
Current Mood: melancholy
i don't know what to do .............i can't stand to be away but she wants to be alone i try to make her happy but i get no where i feel like its getting worse and all i can do is watch from a far because i feel that i am making it worse i know she will not be happy with what i write but for some reason i can't put it to words at least to her . i love her with all my heart i honestly feel that i want her to be my wife .... yeah thats some scary shit i know but that is how strong my love is for her and its has been growing ever sense i met her and tonight i don't know what i did wrong but she seemed really happy singing with cassy but when she looked at me she frowned and i wanted to find the nearest bridge and jump..........well i guess what im trying to say to her is i love her i need her and that i hope she figures out what she needed to and i will try to let her have some time to be alone until she asked me other wise


i love you

dan
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Nov. 15th, 2004 @ 09:24 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: groggy
hey people how is life treating yall? yeah i know i haven't updated in a long ass time but i thought hell im not doin anything right now. one thing has occured to me to be not cool though, it upsets me to know that people that i was there for and i tried to be a good "Friend" to is upset well not at me but at the fact that i want to hang out with them. its not that they got mad its that no one ever asked me to leave, i guess that they never thought of us as friends, i remember when they weren't in a good mood and they would call me on a friday and i would barrow my moms car and go and pick them up and hang out we would watch movies, go to the movies and talk about different stuff. i thought that we were friends...but any ways i just thought i would let them know how i felt and i hope they don't get mad about me putting my opinion out there . well today was very slow but as usual it got better when i got to see my baby well im tired nite


-dan
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Oct. 13th, 2004 @ 07:31 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: restless
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Sep. 21st, 2004 @ 10:36 pm ........
did you ever think about how it would feel to go from one extreme to another? like a guy catching on fire end then jumping in to an icy lake and freezing to death ... or instead of a physical change a mental change like going from being so filled with discourage, frustration, and hate to being so much full of love...... why am i young?........i feel like 4 years is too long to wait.....i want to do it now ...but....age is in my way ..... i had a feeling i should have done it in tennessee .j/k .... i am sorry if this makes no sense to you and if it doesnt it wasnt meant for you.




-dan
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Aug. 29th, 2004 @ 09:01 pm .......
Current Mood: high
is it possible for a person to be more afraid then they ever have been in there whole life ...... and yet be the happiest they ever been at the same time
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Aug. 22nd, 2004 @ 04:04 pm hmm... random thoughts for today
Current Mood: peaceful
well i havn't updated in a while but i guess its b/c i didn't have time or i didn't know how to put how i was feeling in words but regardless here it goes.so lately the only time i am happy is when i am away from the bandhall im just not having fun any more ..... i can't believe how happy she makes me feel, its incredable.... i just got done calling missy but no one answered so i hope she will call me later i really want to get started on this project before its to late and then we will have to rush it..... i hate doing that but oh well we get to it eventually. i am really glad that she has seemed in a really good mood lately it really makes me happy, sometimes she will just laugh until she is so red and then she can't breath its really cute but yeah sorry i could go on about her for hours but ok im going to go no bye bye.

-dan
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Aug. 14th, 2004 @ 12:24 am well....
Current Mood: numb
how come whenever i feel any emotion strongly i can't hide it like everyone else but no i am the one that freaks out about everything and i know many of you haven't seen it but i do i freak out so badly i shake, stutter , don't stop moving i will pathetically try to change the subject and say that nothing is wrong when obviously you can see me shaking... now i don't know if this is a bad thing because it comes with all types of feelings like love, fear, and even when i worry. why....? why do i have to do it? ...well i think i am going to go write something down for someone now so ...... bye


dan
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Aug. 2nd, 2004 @ 12:40 am so what now
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: tv
well here i am, pointlessly sitting here in front of this stupid computer talking to you guys or actually right now myself or at least until one of you read this...... anyway..... its really strange that i didn't do much tonight yet it was a great night, me and missy saw a free fire works show at the beach it was awesome ...... every time i look at her i realize how lucky i am to have finally gotten to where i am with her now ..... so when we got back from the beach we go and sit in here bed and we watch a little tv about ten minutes later i look over at her and she is out i mean out hard ....she looks really cute when shes asleep .... so i let here sleep then it rolls around to 10:45 and i go home and now i can't sleep oh well i think i will go stare at my ceiling and think yeah i know scary me thinking but it's gravy.... well bye


-dan
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Jul. 25th, 2004 @ 07:06 pm yup
Current Mood: exhausted
so whats going on ? did you guys know that bass drums are heavy? well they are ......... so the bass line is really pissing me off they can't march at all for some reason they just can't do it ........well i have absolutely nothing to say about my night last night except happy birthday ..... and don't drink off the ground you might get hair in your mouth ....... ANIMAL ANIMAL !!!!!!!!!!!!ANIMAAAAAAAL
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Jul. 16th, 2004 @ 11:56 pm well well
Current Mood: sore
Current Music: free bird
well today was very strange i was waken up today about 800 this morning and was told that i am to get my punk ass to the band hall so i could learn to play the bottom bass drum.....yeah i know ...... well so far its cool but i don't want to track.... random thought ... um i went with my baby to see i robot ... damn good movie kinda sad but good so um .....yeah..... well guys i am going to try to get mik tomorrow and then i yes i ladies and gentle men am going to get a hair cut !!!!!! yes hell has frozen over but ...yeah .... well for now i am of to rest my mind and body so yeah .... < that sentence was weird .... bye
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Jul. 11th, 2004 @ 09:14 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: sad
i miss you........................
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Jul. 11th, 2004 @ 07:07 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: crazy
right now i hate rain .... that is what it did today so you know what i did i watched tv how freaking more boring can you get... not much more i know that they don't have cable or nothing .... it was just me my nana and some damn rabbit ears on the tv yup so i hate rain tomorrow i get to go grocery shopping yea i get to leave the house for a change so this is day 4 on the funny farm hopefully there will be only one more day of this crap well i miss yall and see you when i get back to civilization later

-DAN
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